Hey gang! I have three blogs and im trying to post something on all of them. Ive been gone a while, I need to revisit writing, do something familiar in the midst of all these finals for school.
So I think I may have witnessed a miracle! (or maybe a really big blessing lol) I have a friend who is a nursing student. If you don't know, nursing school is very demanding and difficult. So she works at a hospital and her job told her they were going to fire her this month because her next semester schedule is not good enough. Here she is, scared and frustrated because she wont have a ob soon and the other positions in the hospital she applied for did not hire her. If she didnt get a good paying job, she cant afford school or rent. She would have had to drop out of the nursing program (which is very hard to get into and many people are wanting to get in. Basically, once you leave the program, there's no getting back in), which means if she were to go back to school she would have to change her major completely! Anyways, she had been worrying about it for a while and I had prayed for her but one night she seemed just ready to lose it. That night I prayed my hardest and begged God to bless her and help her find a job. The next day she gets a call that the HR person who called and told her she didn't get the job made a mistake! Now im not going to lie, I have never heard of someone accidentally telling someone they didn't get a job, and this is why I thought this was so amazing.
Moral of the story: God does some amazing things. You may say she just got lucky, maybe so, but I believe it was a blessing and God's way of showing off lol.
This does not mean bad things don't happen. If someone is asking for help, do not tell them "oh just pray about it". When They give the impression that if you pray about something suddenly you will get whatever you need. If I have no money and about to be homeless next week and im asking for help, do not tell me to pray about it and not help me. Of course I will pray about it, but im sure God's not going to be mad if you offer me to stay at your house. Maybe you ARE the blessing God sent.
I have no clue what I am doing with my life anymore. I always had a clear plan but sometimes plans fall through and force you to make a plan B....or in my case, plan C and D. God, I need you to point me in the right direction. Should I go, should I stay, should I major in this or that? I used to have a little idea of my future, but now I'm going in blind. I know you want me to be happy, please help me achieve this. I put my trust in you, Lord and I need you to take the reigns on my life and steer me where you want me to go. Just the "picking a major" thing is stressing me out. Picking the wrong major, like I did this past year, can change my life for the worse. I don't want to be unhappy in my career. I want to make a difference.